A new command...

And this is how it happened...

I wrote this e-mail on January 28th to a couple of friends:

I know this is probably going to sound really "out of the blue" but could you guys pray that we are going in the right direction with the adoption? Last week for some reason I looked on our international agency's website and I looked at the "waiting children" list and in the past this has always been older children and usually from China (which we do not qualify to adopt from) but this past week there were a lot of young children from the DR of Congo and so I started to look at this country and I am just overcome with the feeling that we are supposed to adopt from there. The more research I do into this country the more my heart is pulled toward there...this is one of the absolute poorest countries on the planet right now and the wars that have been going on there are horrible...everywhere I look it talks about "mass killings and mass raping of women." There is a little girl named Mireielle who is 3 and I need you guys to pray that if we are supposed to adopt her that God would confirm this to me but more importantly, speak to Adam about changing countries. And if this is not God's will, that he would take this desire from my heart. The thought of these children growing up there just takes my breath away....the thought that some of the little guys would become child soldiers or the little girls would be raped and killed just does me in. I am guessing the reason there are so many children there waiting is that the DR of Congo is a place that you are warned not to visit unless you are humanitarian aid... I know that if this is what God has for us, that He will protect us but that is a little scary too...so just pray :-) I have mentioned this to Adam and haven't gotten much of a response so I am just praying and waiting :-)Pray for my patience too :-)

Life kept on going and I kept on praying...

Then a week and a half later, I was praying the same prayer to God, "please confirm that we are supposed to change countries or please take this desire from my heart." And then I opened my Bible study homework and that day's study was on Genesis 22:10-12,

¹⁰ Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son. ¹¹ But the angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven, “Abraham! Abraham!”

“Here I am,” he replied.

¹² “Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”

And the first question I read after reading this passage was, "Describe how you might follow Abraham's example of faith and obedience when he received a new command from God?"

And I knew...without a doubt....that God was telling me we were supposed to be changing directions. I know that may seem really weird but everything in me knew that God was telling me we needed to change countries, that he was giving us a new command too.

And that same day I read in my Bible study notes...

"The instant God's voice called for a change of direction, Abraham gladly obeyed. What a necessary lesson for all who follow God! Are your eyes fixed upon God... as the eyes of slaves look to the hand of their master, as the eyes of a maid look to the hand of her mistress? Psalm 123:2  It is wrong to imagine that God will never change the direction in which He leads you. When God requires a new step, are you ready to follow Him?

So I kept on praying, and praying, and praying. I prayed a lot for patience and that God would help me to not go ahead of him...I did not want to bug Adam about this and I knew that was going to take the restraint of the Holy Spirit!

This past Wednesday I woke up just overwhelmed with frustration that God has not told Adam yet...anyone who knows me, knows that patience is not my strong point. So I prayed to God that morning asking him to help me to be patient but I also told him I didn't understand why he wasn't telling Adam! Why would he tell me and then wait so long to tell Adam?  And that same day, the coolest thing happened. 

That afternoon I noticed there was a message on my cell phone (for those of you who know me, this is a miracle in itself that I noticed there was a message one the same day it was left! he he!) and when I checked it, it was Debra from our international agency calling to discuss the differences between adopting from Ghana vs. the DR of Congo. I was so excited! Adam must have called her and asked what we would need to do to switch countries so I immediately called him and said that Debra had called him back and left a message for him to call her. Adam sat there silent on the phone and said, "I didn't call Debra.... she said she wanted to talk about adopting from the DR of Congo?  Talk about divine intervention!" Adam called her back and she explained the differences in the two programs.  She had just returned from a trip to Africa where she had spent time at the orphanage in the Congo and she said, "If God has not specifically called you to Ghana, we need you to go to the DR of Congo." She went on to explain to him what a great need there was to adopt these children. And that night Adam and I talked it over and we both agreed, this is where God was calling us to.  These are pictures taken of the orphanage where our child will come from. 

We mailed our paperwork to EAC to switch countries on Friday and now we need your prayers! EAC has contacted the representatives in Ghana to try to get our dossier back which is filled with lots of original information that we need to send to the DR of Congo now. Please pray that we will be able to get this information back quickly! Please pray that we would be able to get our home study updated quickly and that the immigration paperwork would come back quickly and most of all for patience with the process and that we would learn to trust God more everyday through this process. 

There are three really cool things God has opened my eyes to in the last couple of weeks that I wanted to share with you too...

The first is that I say all the time that I trust God but this is really where that trust is being tested.  It occurred to me that in the past my children have been with me since conception.  As soon as I knew of them, I was able to keep them safe.  I protected them and I fed them and I have done this from the beginning…before I even knew what they looked like.  But this is different.  I know that I have a child but I don’t know what they look like or where exactly they are or if they are sick or hungry…and I cannot protect them and I cannot feed them but God can.  He has reminded me over and over that his timing is perfect and he loves them more than I ever can and I need to trust that he is with them even while I am not.  I was feeling very overwhelmed with anxiety about this on Friday morning and I was praying and asking God to help me to give all of this to him.  And a scripture had come to my mind and I couldn’t remember it word for word but I knew that the gist of it was, worry about nothing pray about everything.  And I decided that after I finished my Bible study homework, I would need to look that verse up so that I could write it down and memorize it this week.  And when I opened up my Bible study for that day, guess what the verse was? 

⁶ Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ⁷ And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

I just love God and how he has reassured me throughout this process that this is his will and that he is right here with us. 

The second one is that over six months ago, an old friend contacted me from a firm that I used to work for and asked if I might be interested in working from home during tax season for them?  This was really out of the blue because I had not worked there in over seven years but what a timely offer seeing as though we needed A LOT of money for the adoption!  So Adam and I prayed about it and we decided this was one of the ways God was going to provide some of that money!  Well, by the time tax season started, we already had all of the money we needed for the adoption which really made me wonder why God provided this job for me, and now I know.  We will need at least another $2,000 and God knew that! 

The third is that I went on a mission trip to the Dominican Republic a few years ago and I was really bummed that I did not take Spanish in high school!   Adam and I even had a conversation where we talked about how Spanish would have been so much more useful.  Adam took German and I took French…when I say I took French, I mean that I started my first year of French in 8th grade and continued to take it all the way through high school, and then college.  By the time I finished college, I was fluent in French.  Well, a couple of years ago, our parents took us to France and I was so excited that I was going to finally use all of that French I had learned.   I quickly learned that I had forgotten most of what I had known and so I tried to brush up a little on it and when we got to Paris I was so excited!  The first time I tried to talk to someone, they just looked back at me and responded in English!  I was kind of bummed.  But guess who will speak French?  Our new child!!!  Isn’t that cool!  God knew that 17 years ago I would need to take French because 17 years from then, I was going to need to communicate with a little person God was creating specifically for us.

I am so thankful for God's love and constant guidance through this process.  People have asked us along the way, "What made you choose Ghana?" and our answer has always been, "We felt very led to help a child from Africa and really it was just a process of elimination.  There were not many countries that we could adopt from, Ghana and Ethiopia were the only two and we decided to go with Ghana because Ghana had the shortest waiting period."  We now know that God had a different plan and I am so thankful that he has led us where we needed to be all along.  I just wish he had told us before I named our blog, "following him to Ghana." he he!

 

Lynsey